22 nd June, 19 Tarun Mehta 22 nd June, 19 Harsh Rao I don't know what has gotten into me, why the hell am I freaking out? Why does texting this person that I know so well sounds so difficult suddenly? Why would I type and delete the messages again and again? I have gotten so anxious that I can't even pick up my phone. Sanchita has been calling me from the past five minutes but she probably gave up and then dropped a text that read " DEAD ". Well yeah I mean I feel dead. Fuck me man I am texting him now. I grabbed my phone: I have to do this... Will I be able to face him if we ever meet? Will he be able to recognize that it was me? Is there something that I don't know about him? "Let’s go eat something, I need to talk to you about something as well so I’ll see you in five”, Tarun hung up without letting me speak. I couldn't move for a minute. Did he recognize me? But no one knows it’s ...
typical of an introvert.